Over my living room sofa hangs a painting of two old horses, and every time I pass beneath it, something in me softens. A dear friend painted it, her brush somehow catching not just their shapes, but their souls. A palomino Paint and a tiny Miniature stand dozing before a barn that, like them, has surrendered to time. Donny and Splash. Two names that still echo in the tender corners of my heart.
Painting by K. Jenness
Splash was the elder, born with a hind end that never quite obeyed her. A horse's power lives in the rear, and she had been shortchanged at birth. Still, she tried. She carried riders in her youth, pulled a carriage for a time, and then settled into the role she was born for; my golden-spotted companion, my gentle watcher in the covered arena where the footing was soft and the world was kind.
Donny, by contrast, was a spark wrapped in a tiny palomino body. Thirty-two inches of purpose. He had been our Miniature Horse stallion, but, later, as a gelding, he was also a teacher, a cart-puller, a toddler carrier, a visitor of libraries and nursing homes. Donny was endlessly willing, and endlessly good. He was a little horse with a heart that seemed to glow from the inside.
Why did I pair him with Splash? Perhaps because Donny loved everyone, especially mares. Perhaps because he was too small to harm her fragile hindquarters. Perhaps, because Miniature Horse manure is a blessing to anyone with an "apple picker." But whatever the reason, the result was something far beyond practicality.
They became each other's beloved partner.
Their grooming sessions were a kind of choreography. Splash would stretch her neck to reach Donny's withers while he worked diligently on her upper leg. They adjusted for their differences without hesitation, as if love had its own mathematics.
When I toss hay, I always plan for disagreements over which pile is superior. However, I soon learned Donny and Splash shared without quarrel. Splash, despite her size, never claimed dominance. She simply made room for her dinner mate.
On stormy Pacific Northwest days, when the rain blew sideways through the open arena, Donny would tuck himself beneath Splash's belly. She never minded. Perhaps she even welcomed the warmth of him under her. I sometimes wondered if his small body steadied her when the wind pressed too hard. And on hot days, she offered him the favor of shade in the shadow of her broad, golden-spotted frame.
Time, as it always does, moved forward. Splash grew older, her hind end weaker. Donny, too, began to show the gentle wear of years.
Some days Splash struggled to rise. She slept more. During lessons, she would lift her head from the ground as a lesson horse trotted by, but she no longer bothered to stand. She was too tired.
Then the afternoon came when she couldn't rise at all.
I called the veterinarian. My students and grandchildren gathered. My son drove miles to be with her. Donny stood with us, steadfast and solemn, as Splash began her journey across the Rainbow Bridge.
Afterward, thinking I was doing him a kindness, I moved Donny to a pasture with his Miniature Horse family. He ignored them. He stood as close as he could to Splash's covered body, refusing food, refusing comfort.
I realized my mistake. I brought him back to the arena, back to her side. He nibbled a little hay. He breathed easier.
Two days later the rendering truck arrived. Donny watched as Splash's body was removed. Only when she was gone was he willing to rejoin his herd, though he cried for her. Horses grieve. Anyone who has lived among them knows this truth.
More years passed. Donny remained remarkable: steady, caring, endlessly willing. But eventually, his time came too. It was nearly midnight. The world was quiet. He was in my arms when he slipped away, leaving pain behind, and I wept for the little horse who had given so much.
Through my tears, I whispered to him that he wasn't going to be alone.
Donny and Splash. Together again. Now Splash is strong, and Donny is young and somewhere beyond our sight they are running, manes flying, hooves drumming. They are two golden spirits finally free of the the weight of time.







